Hurt / 10:02 AM

云碎成雨点 等你的抱歉 却等到你的 不告而别 星光像泪水 没说的思念变成黑眼圈 几百天来的热烈 一个寒流就瓦解 再厚的爱只是一叠纸片 你在房间 像幻灯片 你在我眼里蔓延 你在手机 你在笔电 无法隔绝 你在深夜 像黑咖啡 你在我心里面 陪我失眠 可是却不在 我身边 感冒整个月 心里的疲倦 比发烧晕眩 比头痛烈 我不爱争辩 脑海却模糊决定一切 我换沙发换窗帘却换不掉你固执的气味 抱着一起养的小狗倔强假装克服了伤悲 它吻了我~ 弄乱藏好的泪....

Feel so emo after listening to the above song....it somehow describe my feelings....2 songs in my playlist...repeating one after another....If i keep listening to dis sad song...how will i be happy?? haiz....

End of the month again...claims...clocking....really no mood to do...haiz....if i dun do..next mth i cant survive....argh!

Stupid people always do stupid things....juz like my claims...i claimed onli 3weeks for the previous mth...but i submitted all my receipts and clocking printout....then dis mth..i dun haf printout anymore...haiz...i will have to ask for reprint...and i have to think of a good excuse...argh! wth...why m i always doing stupid things....

I juz want to lead a life of my own...It is difficult as i hav fallen into the trap so deep...Someone say dis before "time will heal"...Yes...time will heal...but wat happen to the time during healing?? haiz...terrible....it is so difficult for me to move out of one...now came another....sigh...

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Hurt / 10:02 AM

云碎成雨点 等你的抱歉 却等到你的 不告而别 星光像泪水 没说的思念变成黑眼圈 几百天来的热烈 一个寒流就瓦解 再厚的爱只是一叠纸片 你在房间 像幻灯片 你在我眼里蔓延 你在手机 你在笔电 无法隔绝 你在深夜 像黑咖啡 你在我心里面 陪我失眠 可是却不在 我身边 感冒整个月 心里的疲倦 比发烧晕眩 比头痛烈 我不爱争辩 脑海却模糊决定一切 我换沙发换窗帘却换不掉你固执的气味 抱着一起养的小狗倔强假装克服了伤悲 它吻了我~ 弄乱藏好的泪....

Feel so emo after listening to the above song....it somehow describe my feelings....2 songs in my playlist...repeating one after another....If i keep listening to dis sad song...how will i be happy?? haiz....

End of the month again...claims...clocking....really no mood to do...haiz....if i dun do..next mth i cant survive....argh!

Stupid people always do stupid things....juz like my claims...i claimed onli 3weeks for the previous mth...but i submitted all my receipts and clocking printout....then dis mth..i dun haf printout anymore...haiz...i will have to ask for reprint...and i have to think of a good excuse...argh! wth...why m i always doing stupid things....

I juz want to lead a life of my own...It is difficult as i hav fallen into the trap so deep...Someone say dis before "time will heal"...Yes...time will heal...but wat happen to the time during healing?? haiz...terrible....it is so difficult for me to move out of one...now came another....sigh...