2008 is over....Welcome 2009 / 2:24 AM

My 2weeks leave is goin to end soon....i got myself filled with activities almost everyday....how cool....lol...though it could b a simple meet up of lunch i m oso happy....to whom i have met during my 2wks leave "I do cherish all of you...hope we can maintain dis kind of friendship...guys n gals...." ....though u all might not see dis....but its wat i wanna say out....hu noes one day....my blog will become famous...and anyone of u happen to be reading...haha....fat hope...

30th Dec 2008 => GTS party!! though i m on leave n i click i wun be joining...but in the end i joined!!! haha....coz wanna get together mah...before the party....went to watch Bedtime Stories....its seems funny...coz he is laughing all the way....while i m trying beri hard to understand...lol....blame myself for my poor english and chinese.....cant really understand wat the ang mohs are toking and cant really read the subtitle coz its in chinese....well...best rite....in the middle of no where...haiz....gotta buck up!!!

After the dinner we went to Sassy Bar to celebrate Ivan Lin's birthday....plan was to make up drink till he drop...lol...but he not steady lah....he noe he reach his peak le...then he stop le...much over ur peak mah....like that then we happy mah...lol....ok....as usual i cannot take hard liquor....upon reaching home.....merlion god came to me.....abt 7+ i reach home....i vomit till coming 2+ then i manage to fall asleep....tried to take some food n coffee...but it came out too...sigh....

That nite is a nightmare to me....how i wish i m really drunk....but i m not....i m beri clear abt what happened....so many unexpected....

..... I think i can count the number of times i see u be4...yet u are the one in my car
.....even though u are in my car...no matter how i force u to get out of the car u didnt go....coz i tot if i dun really noe u....it should be ez to ask u to get down the car....sory to haf hurt u....sory to hav been so harsh on u....i didnt mean it...i really dun mean it coz it hurts mi too when i said all those nasty things to u....

its really too dramatic....until n0w when i m doing nthing or i m in my car infront of the red traffic light for a moment or 2....that whole incident will juz flash across my head.....

becoz of what happen....its makes mi agree alot that u can dun nid to n0e dis person alot... when he is the right man for u...anything can work out.....

lastly....lets welcome 2009....a brand new year....wish my brand new start will come soon...resolution for yr 2009 : start saving ...hee....

start of 2009 we played mj.....and i won...haha...its a good start for mi!!! hohoho......

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

2008 is over....Welcome 2009 / 2:24 AM

My 2weeks leave is goin to end soon....i got myself filled with activities almost everyday....how cool....lol...though it could b a simple meet up of lunch i m oso happy....to whom i have met during my 2wks leave "I do cherish all of you...hope we can maintain dis kind of friendship...guys n gals...." ....though u all might not see dis....but its wat i wanna say out....hu noes one day....my blog will become famous...and anyone of u happen to be reading...haha....fat hope...

30th Dec 2008 => GTS party!! though i m on leave n i click i wun be joining...but in the end i joined!!! haha....coz wanna get together mah...before the party....went to watch Bedtime Stories....its seems funny...coz he is laughing all the way....while i m trying beri hard to understand...lol....blame myself for my poor english and chinese.....cant really understand wat the ang mohs are toking and cant really read the subtitle coz its in chinese....well...best rite....in the middle of no where...haiz....gotta buck up!!!

After the dinner we went to Sassy Bar to celebrate Ivan Lin's birthday....plan was to make up drink till he drop...lol...but he not steady lah....he noe he reach his peak le...then he stop le...much over ur peak mah....like that then we happy mah...lol....ok....as usual i cannot take hard liquor....upon reaching home.....merlion god came to me.....abt 7+ i reach home....i vomit till coming 2+ then i manage to fall asleep....tried to take some food n coffee...but it came out too...sigh....

That nite is a nightmare to me....how i wish i m really drunk....but i m not....i m beri clear abt what happened....so many unexpected....

..... I think i can count the number of times i see u be4...yet u are the one in my car
.....even though u are in my car...no matter how i force u to get out of the car u didnt go....coz i tot if i dun really noe u....it should be ez to ask u to get down the car....sory to haf hurt u....sory to hav been so harsh on u....i didnt mean it...i really dun mean it coz it hurts mi too when i said all those nasty things to u....

its really too dramatic....until n0w when i m doing nthing or i m in my car infront of the red traffic light for a moment or 2....that whole incident will juz flash across my head.....

becoz of what happen....its makes mi agree alot that u can dun nid to n0e dis person alot... when he is the right man for u...anything can work out.....

lastly....lets welcome 2009....a brand new year....wish my brand new start will come soon...resolution for yr 2009 : start saving ...hee....

start of 2009 we played mj.....and i won...haha...its a good start for mi!!! hohoho......