Feelings... / 2:48 PM

My topic for today is feelings.....

After working for so long...it seems like i have forgotten the basic courtesy....i onli n0e my job is to finish everything asap....

one of the event that made mi had dis feeling is : went to work with another colleague....so we wanted to get one of the guy hu is trying to cover up a rack to help us photocopy the installation record.....i wanted to approach that guy n tell him...."excuse me....can u do us a favour by helpin us make a copy of dis" ...but before i can approach my colleague say " think we wait for that guy to finish doin his thing then we ask him" ....the first thing on my mind is if that guy is busy he can also tell us another alternative....but after leaving that place...i put myself in his shoe....if someone were to look ask mi to do another thing while i m doin another thing guess in my mind will be " cant u see i m bz rite now" .....lol.....

there are many other examples....rite now guess i cant think of any....

Today finially finish all my claims....haha...have been dragging n dragging...luckily we got a holiday today....n i have made use of dis time to finish my claims....and to replicate my mail.....so long didnt replicate email le...

yesterday after morning job...went to vivocity for lunch.....we went into sakae sushi...not again...juz had it on sun....but anyway...i m ok de.....dunno why suddenly lost of appetite...
i ordered raman....took 1bite of teriyaki...and then i cant eat anymore....so waste of food....but the moment i put the food into my mouth i juz feel like vomiting le...juz feel beri uncomfortable....

i dunno how to explain my discomfort...not aunty visit....it gave mi a feeling of pooing...but if i were to go to the toilet...nthing will come out.....juz discomfort....n becoz i oso dunno how to explain the feeling....so i juz kept quiet....and becoz of the discomfort i really cant make myself look ok....felt so bad that it seems like i have destroyed their lunch....

i remember the last time round when i had the same feeling i was at singapore flyers with 2 other fren...n becoz i really hate the feeling i juz wanna get home fast....i admit i was in a rush...another sinful act of me...

i told my mom before...she told mi it could be gastric....but is gastic dis type of feeling? i didnt have gastric before i oso dunno what is the type of feeling....anyway...dis doesnt occur frequently so juz let it be......

Lastly....wanna wish our malay folks HAPPY HARI RAYA!!!!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Feelings... / 2:48 PM

My topic for today is feelings.....

After working for so long...it seems like i have forgotten the basic courtesy....i onli n0e my job is to finish everything asap....

one of the event that made mi had dis feeling is : went to work with another colleague....so we wanted to get one of the guy hu is trying to cover up a rack to help us photocopy the installation record.....i wanted to approach that guy n tell him...."excuse me....can u do us a favour by helpin us make a copy of dis" ...but before i can approach my colleague say " think we wait for that guy to finish doin his thing then we ask him" ....the first thing on my mind is if that guy is busy he can also tell us another alternative....but after leaving that place...i put myself in his shoe....if someone were to look ask mi to do another thing while i m doin another thing guess in my mind will be " cant u see i m bz rite now" .....lol.....

there are many other examples....rite now guess i cant think of any....

Today finially finish all my claims....haha...have been dragging n dragging...luckily we got a holiday today....n i have made use of dis time to finish my claims....and to replicate my mail.....so long didnt replicate email le...

yesterday after morning job...went to vivocity for lunch.....we went into sakae sushi...not again...juz had it on sun....but anyway...i m ok de.....dunno why suddenly lost of appetite...
i ordered raman....took 1bite of teriyaki...and then i cant eat anymore....so waste of food....but the moment i put the food into my mouth i juz feel like vomiting le...juz feel beri uncomfortable....

i dunno how to explain my discomfort...not aunty visit....it gave mi a feeling of pooing...but if i were to go to the toilet...nthing will come out.....juz discomfort....n becoz i oso dunno how to explain the feeling....so i juz kept quiet....and becoz of the discomfort i really cant make myself look ok....felt so bad that it seems like i have destroyed their lunch....

i remember the last time round when i had the same feeling i was at singapore flyers with 2 other fren...n becoz i really hate the feeling i juz wanna get home fast....i admit i was in a rush...another sinful act of me...

i told my mom before...she told mi it could be gastric....but is gastic dis type of feeling? i didnt have gastric before i oso dunno what is the type of feeling....anyway...dis doesnt occur frequently so juz let it be......

Lastly....wanna wish our malay folks HAPPY HARI RAYA!!!!