唐心风暴！！ / 10:41 PM

今天我看完了唐心风暴...看到他们用华语写日记自己也很想这样做....

但是没想到其实不是想象中的那么容易....

今天我对他说了我们还是维持在友情对我和他应该会是最好的结果吧...毕竟彼此都很清楚的知道我们是不适合对方的...在一起只会让自己不开心....

你做得很多事我都感觉得到....在我生日那天你花了那么多心思为我做了那么多我会永远记在心里的...单摆的告诉你,你给我的三朵花是我生平以来收得最多的一次....以往的那个男朋友都没有送花的习惯...给我的三份惊喜震撼了我....突然有像小公主的感觉...那种被爱被宠的感觉....好久没有人那样的宠我了...非常地感激...

我承认那时候我有一股冲动很想接受你...我深深的感受到爱人是痛苦被爱是幸福的这句话的意识....对不起...我必须让你现在痛苦也不愿你跟我在一起后再发现其实我一直没放下过常住在我心里的那个他....

我对你说过的每一句话都是真的....有一段时期你和我走得比较近...可是我却对你很冷淡...同时你也和huiling,geraldine走得比较接境渐渐的我想你对我的感觉也比较少了吧....那个时候你每个早上你都会传份sms给我....慢慢的你都没那做了...那个时候我真得很想你....很想问你今天好吗？很想问你现在在做什么？.....一天一天的过去....两个星期过了你也没找过我....很伤心但也很快的恢复了...

对不起...

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

唐心风暴！！ / 10:41 PM

今天我看完了唐心风暴...看到他们用华语写日记自己也很想这样做....

但是没想到其实不是想象中的那么容易....

今天我对他说了我们还是维持在友情对我和他应该会是最好的结果吧...毕竟彼此都很清楚的知道我们是不适合对方的...在一起只会让自己不开心....

你做得很多事我都感觉得到....在我生日那天你花了那么多心思为我做了那么多我会永远记在心里的...单摆的告诉你,你给我的三朵花是我生平以来收得最多的一次....以往的那个男朋友都没有送花的习惯...给我的三份惊喜震撼了我....突然有像小公主的感觉...那种被爱被宠的感觉....好久没有人那样的宠我了...非常地感激...

我承认那时候我有一股冲动很想接受你...我深深的感受到爱人是痛苦被爱是幸福的这句话的意识....对不起...我必须让你现在痛苦也不愿你跟我在一起后再发现其实我一直没放下过常住在我心里的那个他....

我对你说过的每一句话都是真的....有一段时期你和我走得比较近...可是我却对你很冷淡...同时你也和huiling,geraldine走得比较接境渐渐的我想你对我的感觉也比较少了吧....那个时候你每个早上你都会传份sms给我....慢慢的你都没那做了...那个时候我真得很想你....很想问你今天好吗？很想问你现在在做什么？.....一天一天的过去....两个星期过了你也没找过我....很伤心但也很快的恢复了...

对不起...