Terrible things... / 10:20 PM

2nd day of work..which means one more day of honey moon for me before i nid to face the most terrible thing on earth.... first 3days of work i m required to follow my mentor ard to observe n see roughly how does the life of a customer engineer will b in future...

starting from thurs i will be facing hell...i got to start to learn some theory based things...which i feel its ok..but the learning of this theory thing will take mi at least 3 weeks...i guess i will nid more coz there is a guy hu came in before me took abt 3 weeks to complete it...which means...3 weeks of purely goin back to changi everyday...and at least 3 weeks of eating alone....kaoz....something that i dread most..hate most..fear most...only after the 3 weeks +++ then will i be able to start doing projects....aww....how long will i be able to stand such life....

Went to bought some tools which will be required to bring every where i go...the expenses today alone cost mi nearly 100bucks..i guess overshot liao...

haiz......

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Terrible things... / 10:20 PM

2nd day of work..which means one more day of honey moon for me before i nid to face the most terrible thing on earth.... first 3days of work i m required to follow my mentor ard to observe n see roughly how does the life of a customer engineer will b in future...

starting from thurs i will be facing hell...i got to start to learn some theory based things...which i feel its ok..but the learning of this theory thing will take mi at least 3 weeks...i guess i will nid more coz there is a guy hu came in before me took abt 3 weeks to complete it...which means...3 weeks of purely goin back to changi everyday...and at least 3 weeks of eating alone....kaoz....something that i dread most..hate most..fear most...only after the 3 weeks +++ then will i be able to start doing projects....aww....how long will i be able to stand such life....

Went to bought some tools which will be required to bring every where i go...the expenses today alone cost mi nearly 100bucks..i guess overshot liao...

haiz......