Officially Working already!!!! / 2:13 PM

Starting from 12th March 2007 will be the new start for me...it will be my first day working in IBM... My role is to be a system service representative... The name that once used to be was called customer engineer....hmm....which goes to say...it is meant for a guy....on the day of my interview i was told after so long i will be the next lady to be employed and according to ex-colleague frm bcrs...there isnt any gals in that department....wonder will it be hell or heaven for me...i dunno...

In order for me to get this job i also hav to thanks sam lum...as the interviewer called him to ask abt my working attitude....according to Steven he is not stating the fact..lol...m i really that bad? mayb to him..i m really that bad...coz whatever he ask mi to do...i will nv do it well....forever full of mistakes....

Seriously...to be doing mistake is not what i want...everything that i have encountered in bcrs are really new to me...i haben been doin anything related things during my 3yrs in poly....i will be late to work is becoz of the traffic and the journey there....i cannot control the traffic de mah....n towards the ending of my IAP, there was one day whereby i leave an hour early...n i noe u are not happy....but why dun u tell mi when i actually asked u before? sigh....i guess dis is humans bah...normally ppl wun tell u how one feel...they will onli say things behind u .....but anyway...really thankful for helping mi get the job..... i will try not to let anyone of u down....i will try to hold as long as i can....

Friends are really so important.... u are all there when i needed u most.... would like to thanks michelle and janice for helping me purchase clothings so that i can start work with the proper clothings... Thanks sam lum for impressing my interviewer.... Thanks hui ling and ming rui for ur suport too...Lastly would like to thanks my guardian angel for keeping me accompanied when i m in fear...for encouraging me and make sure that move on...

Before i end my posting...i would like to share dis with all of u .... In the middle of difficulties lies opportunity....quote said by alberi einstein

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write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Officially Working already!!!! / 2:13 PM

Starting from 12th March 2007 will be the new start for me...it will be my first day working in IBM... My role is to be a system service representative... The name that once used to be was called customer engineer....hmm....which goes to say...it is meant for a guy....on the day of my interview i was told after so long i will be the next lady to be employed and according to ex-colleague frm bcrs...there isnt any gals in that department....wonder will it be hell or heaven for me...i dunno...

In order for me to get this job i also hav to thanks sam lum...as the interviewer called him to ask abt my working attitude....according to Steven he is not stating the fact..lol...m i really that bad? mayb to him..i m really that bad...coz whatever he ask mi to do...i will nv do it well....forever full of mistakes....

Seriously...to be doing mistake is not what i want...everything that i have encountered in bcrs are really new to me...i haben been doin anything related things during my 3yrs in poly....i will be late to work is becoz of the traffic and the journey there....i cannot control the traffic de mah....n towards the ending of my IAP, there was one day whereby i leave an hour early...n i noe u are not happy....but why dun u tell mi when i actually asked u before? sigh....i guess dis is humans bah...normally ppl wun tell u how one feel...they will onli say things behind u .....but anyway...really thankful for helping mi get the job..... i will try not to let anyone of u down....i will try to hold as long as i can....

Friends are really so important.... u are all there when i needed u most.... would like to thanks michelle and janice for helping me purchase clothings so that i can start work with the proper clothings... Thanks sam lum for impressing my interviewer.... Thanks hui ling and ming rui for ur suport too...Lastly would like to thanks my guardian angel for keeping me accompanied when i m in fear...for encouraging me and make sure that move on...

Before i end my posting...i would like to share dis with all of u .... In the middle of difficulties lies opportunity....quote said by alberi einstein

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