Finally its over!! / 4:09 PM

Finally its the last day of the work at IBM. I dun nid to face those adults anymore. I feel that they are so scary....how i feel is not the same as how they felt.... they told me that they will tell mi off is being good to me....i agree with that too....but when it comes to important things why do they juz keep it to themselves....haiz.....

But anyway...i guess i should grow up...the real world is even worse than what i expect....the thing that i should look forward to now is what is my future....what am i goin to do next....is still all a qns mark...sigh....

Its 2007 now....it a new start for me...I wish for a bright future ahead!!!

Valentine is drawing close.....feel so sian.....after 4yrs of relationship.....no date dis year.....the feeling is rather terrible....but JIE SHI!!! i must not be brood my dis!!!! gosh.....

Today i went to goat farm....saw the milking process...felt so lucky that there is a tour group there....so we stood there and listen to the explanation too....there was a sales group there trying to promote their product....and u can test ur health...so my fren tested his health...and he is weak....lol....when u noe u are weak le...dun u feel abit disappointed??? ....but before u ...i actually dis lady havin the same score as u...wonder if the machine is make to cheat...haha...anyway....when doing sales...it is always to make to say that their product is always the best...so dun believe those ppl trying to sell their things easily.... =)

After going to goat farm...went to NTU and take a look....its big inside sia....and after goin to NTU for a round..we went to dragon kiln....got an eye opening again....coz when we reach there....a group of our future photograhper were there taking picture...its a plan trip therefore the person in charge there is suppose to make a clay pottery for the future photographers...therefore we also had an eye opening....

after goin to the pottery...we went to memories of the old ford factory... tot that inside was things got to do with the car "ford" but its not....in it...its things related to the war....not the car....lol....

after goin to the ford factory....we headed for home....and the day after heading home is boring.....

Thanks chia feng for playing msn game with mi for quite a few hours...lol...

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Finally its over!! / 4:09 PM

Finally its the last day of the work at IBM. I dun nid to face those adults anymore. I feel that they are so scary....how i feel is not the same as how they felt.... they told me that they will tell mi off is being good to me....i agree with that too....but when it comes to important things why do they juz keep it to themselves....haiz.....

But anyway...i guess i should grow up...the real world is even worse than what i expect....the thing that i should look forward to now is what is my future....what am i goin to do next....is still all a qns mark...sigh....

Its 2007 now....it a new start for me...I wish for a bright future ahead!!!

Valentine is drawing close.....feel so sian.....after 4yrs of relationship.....no date dis year.....the feeling is rather terrible....but JIE SHI!!! i must not be brood my dis!!!! gosh.....

Today i went to goat farm....saw the milking process...felt so lucky that there is a tour group there....so we stood there and listen to the explanation too....there was a sales group there trying to promote their product....and u can test ur health...so my fren tested his health...and he is weak....lol....when u noe u are weak le...dun u feel abit disappointed??? ....but before u ...i actually dis lady havin the same score as u...wonder if the machine is make to cheat...haha...anyway....when doing sales...it is always to make to say that their product is always the best...so dun believe those ppl trying to sell their things easily.... =)

After going to goat farm...went to NTU and take a look....its big inside sia....and after goin to NTU for a round..we went to dragon kiln....got an eye opening again....coz when we reach there....a group of our future photograhper were there taking picture...its a plan trip therefore the person in charge there is suppose to make a clay pottery for the future photographers...therefore we also had an eye opening....

after goin to the pottery...we went to memories of the old ford factory... tot that inside was things got to do with the car "ford" but its not....in it...its things related to the war....not the car....lol....

after goin to the ford factory....we headed for home....and the day after heading home is boring.....

Thanks chia feng for playing msn game with mi for quite a few hours...lol...