Weekend = boredom / 11:17 PM

Work work work...is all i nid to do...so sian....got to work despite being saturday...no complaints because i m being paid...work half day to earn $18....so pathetic...but alrite lah...i go there do ez job and i can leave at 12.30 and went to meet a fren to watch movie...enjoy life...haha...this week i went to watch 9.56....hmm....dun really understand the whole show as some parts doesn't seems to link... mayb will find out more abt it when i m at work on mon...haha...normally have nthing to do there except to surf the internet.. Just to share...the story is abt dis ger whom is dead n is back to seek revenge to those hu treated he badly....

After watching movie, head straight home le....then dunno what to do...so sleep lor...hee...usual thing i would do when i have nthing to do...then woke up at 8+ juz nice to watch arsenal match...but...parents wants to watch channel 8....so bo pian got to wait till 9.00 then can watch arsenal match....Henry not playing for today's match neither is he seated on the bench...but the camera focus on him a few times when there is a goal...the happiness on his face and the coat he is wearing...omg...making him so so so handsome...a fren of mind who does not support ars to win is onli hopping for ars to lose.....today ars make themself proud....by winning 3-0.... see...ars won!!!!

Sister had a bbq with her sec sch frens yest...mayb to celerate that jia pei is back frm aust bah...she wun be leaving till next feb le....so blood donation should be coming soon for mi...hopefully dis time round i will be able to pass the test....guess i will eat more beef without mom knowing to have better iron...so that i wun get myself disappointed again dis time....go there to see ppl donate and i cant donate.... hmm...to tok about jia pei...she became so femanine this time round....i think most likely due to the enviornment there...i wonder if there will be a day when the next time round when she comes to my hse she will be wearing skirt...i told my mom in the morning when goin to work abt the change in jia pei but she dun seem to realize the change...then later at nite...dad was like saying jia pei changed...and i immediately agreed to it...and the common thing that we felt was that of all sis fren...jia pei is the more pretty one...

Have been goin out for the past few weeks till quite late on both sat and sun...now when i have no activities on sat and sun...it seems that time is hard to pass....sigh....why why why.... i have been like sitting infront of the computer for so long n its onli like 11.47 according to my clock...oh....this is hell...and i m goin to have another hell tml.... ok...i think i better go look for something else better to do rather than to sit here and think of what to write....bb....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Weekend = boredom / 11:17 PM

Work work work...is all i nid to do...so sian....got to work despite being saturday...no complaints because i m being paid...work half day to earn $18....so pathetic...but alrite lah...i go there do ez job and i can leave at 12.30 and went to meet a fren to watch movie...enjoy life...haha...this week i went to watch 9.56....hmm....dun really understand the whole show as some parts doesn't seems to link... mayb will find out more abt it when i m at work on mon...haha...normally have nthing to do there except to surf the internet.. Just to share...the story is abt dis ger whom is dead n is back to seek revenge to those hu treated he badly....

After watching movie, head straight home le....then dunno what to do...so sleep lor...hee...usual thing i would do when i have nthing to do...then woke up at 8+ juz nice to watch arsenal match...but...parents wants to watch channel 8....so bo pian got to wait till 9.00 then can watch arsenal match....Henry not playing for today's match neither is he seated on the bench...but the camera focus on him a few times when there is a goal...the happiness on his face and the coat he is wearing...omg...making him so so so handsome...a fren of mind who does not support ars to win is onli hopping for ars to lose.....today ars make themself proud....by winning 3-0.... see...ars won!!!!

Sister had a bbq with her sec sch frens yest...mayb to celerate that jia pei is back frm aust bah...she wun be leaving till next feb le....so blood donation should be coming soon for mi...hopefully dis time round i will be able to pass the test....guess i will eat more beef without mom knowing to have better iron...so that i wun get myself disappointed again dis time....go there to see ppl donate and i cant donate.... hmm...to tok about jia pei...she became so femanine this time round....i think most likely due to the enviornment there...i wonder if there will be a day when the next time round when she comes to my hse she will be wearing skirt...i told my mom in the morning when goin to work abt the change in jia pei but she dun seem to realize the change...then later at nite...dad was like saying jia pei changed...and i immediately agreed to it...and the common thing that we felt was that of all sis fren...jia pei is the more pretty one...

Have been goin out for the past few weeks till quite late on both sat and sun...now when i have no activities on sat and sun...it seems that time is hard to pass....sigh....why why why.... i have been like sitting infront of the computer for so long n its onli like 11.47 according to my clock...oh....this is hell...and i m goin to have another hell tml.... ok...i think i better go look for something else better to do rather than to sit here and think of what to write....bb....