full of feelings / 2:06 PM

Yesterday, i didnt write in the blog becoz firstly....i m not bored nor m i free yesterday...as mention there is fast track....i get to see my supervisor...and as predicted...he asked mi the qns that i dunno how to ans...sad case...but there is no way that i can escape answering so my ans to him was....i help people here set up those suite area...aww....but i forgotten what was his reply to me...lol....poor memory..why wasn't i free yest? becoz i get myself busy by following the fast track..haha...its should be a fruitful one...but ended up it seems like becoz the room is too big or due to other facts the voice are not loud n clear enuff....or becoz i m slpy so those things that they are toking juz dun go into my brains...all i could remember was things during the tour..

sleepy: omg....mayb becoz i haben been slpin enuff for the past few days....i tot i will be able to slp early yesterday but was talking to freddy so again...didnt get to slp early...shall slp exteremly early today....

moody: izzit all gals will always get moody for nthing...and no reason and dunno why....haiz...i dunno...i suddenly feel so moody....sigh....

Happy: i m slowing looking back those frens whom i have forgotten after being with daryl.... will be meeting sharon dis weekend...then on mon freddy will be meeting mi for lunch...omg...so happy...its been so long that we have last met...hoping for the day to come by quickly... The sad thing to happen is that the outing and the lunch is not successful.

Today, in office they were all taking photos with the christmas tree that we had set up 2 weeks ago...if i m not wrong...time juz seems to past so quickly that i feel i cant catch up with it...Hope to get to see all the pictures soon....as its all in the sam's lum camera...why i will sae hope to see all the pictures soon was becoz...the other time when we went to tree top together...sam lum took pictures but haben get to see the pictures till now...

Frens....what are frens for? are they there juz to say hi and bye? sigh.... sad case....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

full of feelings / 2:06 PM

Yesterday, i didnt write in the blog becoz firstly....i m not bored nor m i free yesterday...as mention there is fast track....i get to see my supervisor...and as predicted...he asked mi the qns that i dunno how to ans...sad case...but there is no way that i can escape answering so my ans to him was....i help people here set up those suite area...aww....but i forgotten what was his reply to me...lol....poor memory..why wasn't i free yest? becoz i get myself busy by following the fast track..haha...its should be a fruitful one...but ended up it seems like becoz the room is too big or due to other facts the voice are not loud n clear enuff....or becoz i m slpy so those things that they are toking juz dun go into my brains...all i could remember was things during the tour..

sleepy: omg....mayb becoz i haben been slpin enuff for the past few days....i tot i will be able to slp early yesterday but was talking to freddy so again...didnt get to slp early...shall slp exteremly early today....

moody: izzit all gals will always get moody for nthing...and no reason and dunno why....haiz...i dunno...i suddenly feel so moody....sigh....

Happy: i m slowing looking back those frens whom i have forgotten after being with daryl.... will be meeting sharon dis weekend...then on mon freddy will be meeting mi for lunch...omg...so happy...its been so long that we have last met...hoping for the day to come by quickly... The sad thing to happen is that the outing and the lunch is not successful.

Today, in office they were all taking photos with the christmas tree that we had set up 2 weeks ago...if i m not wrong...time juz seems to past so quickly that i feel i cant catch up with it...Hope to get to see all the pictures soon....as its all in the sam's lum camera...why i will sae hope to see all the pictures soon was becoz...the other time when we went to tree top together...sam lum took pictures but haben get to see the pictures till now...

Frens....what are frens for? are they there juz to say hi and bye? sigh.... sad case....