it spoiled!!!!! / 1:34 PM

The chirstmas tree at my work place!!!

As what i mention yesterday...the above is the chirstmas tree that jeslyn had decorated....today... This morning i had to drag myself out of the bed....reason is becoz i am feeling the pain in my mouth...everyday without fail....but the pain normally goes off awhile later... hmm....dis morning dad is sharing the great things that nicolas had done during yesterday wedding dinner...dad was telling mi nic onli had time for the first dish and last dish....becoz he is busy spending his time with another gal there playing....so funny...then he does those things that adults do....is to say..."yam seng"....he noes that he had to drag the word "yam" before saying "seng"....i used to have his pic in my motorolar phone...but now...change to nokia le....doesnt have his pic le...else i could post his pic...and u can see frm there how chicky he is....as usual after chatting for awhile....i go bath and get myself prepared to go out and head to KKB. In the bus...when reaching office i saw something silver on the floor....and later to realize its my bracelet...have been wearing that for 4years...the moment when i saw it on the floor i was like...omg..cannot imagine losing it...but why...its onli a bracelet....when i pick it up..i saw that the hook is slightly opened which causes the bracelet to drop off....hmm....then later i throw the bracelet into my bag and told myself that i dun wan the bracelet anymore....it doesnt belongs to me anymore...why wear it....its the same as our relationship...its gone....now waiting for new one....i think its about all for today....bye bye... =)...oh ya...those having RAN written test today....good luck...but i think the greetings came abit too late le...but at least i mention it....and all the best for all ur upcomings exam.....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

it spoiled!!!!! / 1:34 PM

The chirstmas tree at my work place!!!

As what i mention yesterday...the above is the chirstmas tree that jeslyn had decorated....today... This morning i had to drag myself out of the bed....reason is becoz i am feeling the pain in my mouth...everyday without fail....but the pain normally goes off awhile later... hmm....dis morning dad is sharing the great things that nicolas had done during yesterday wedding dinner...dad was telling mi nic onli had time for the first dish and last dish....becoz he is busy spending his time with another gal there playing....so funny...then he does those things that adults do....is to say..."yam seng"....he noes that he had to drag the word "yam" before saying "seng"....i used to have his pic in my motorolar phone...but now...change to nokia le....doesnt have his pic le...else i could post his pic...and u can see frm there how chicky he is....as usual after chatting for awhile....i go bath and get myself prepared to go out and head to KKB. In the bus...when reaching office i saw something silver on the floor....and later to realize its my bracelet...have been wearing that for 4years...the moment when i saw it on the floor i was like...omg..cannot imagine losing it...but why...its onli a bracelet....when i pick it up..i saw that the hook is slightly opened which causes the bracelet to drop off....hmm....then later i throw the bracelet into my bag and told myself that i dun wan the bracelet anymore....it doesnt belongs to me anymore...why wear it....its the same as our relationship...its gone....now waiting for new one....i think its about all for today....bye bye... =)...oh ya...those having RAN written test today....good luck...but i think the greetings came abit too late le...but at least i mention it....and all the best for all ur upcomings exam.....