Happy or not? / 5:06 PM

After the break up...i have been enjoying myself....at least for the last one mth...i have been to places that i didnt get the chance to go when with daryl...some of the places i have been to is pulau ubin,sungei buloh,macritchi tree top,changi boardwalk and many more....i saw airplane taking off...been to hilltop top been to mount faber....i think its too much for mi to say out how m any things i have done with him...and the feeling of how i feel...so enjoyable...all these enjoyable moments are not experienced when i with him.....think we are juz too plain lazy.... well...as for today....first half of the day was so bored...duno what to do...everyday come here surf net and surf net...surf until i dunno what to surf le....normally i will juz chat over msn...thanks to hui ling ming rui to help mi past my time easily...without chatting over the msn i dunno how smelly will i get....coz badly rotted....2nd half of the day was...we went to buy christmas decoration....jeslyn was so happy buying the stuffs...and she juz cant wait to get the chirstmas decoration done...i was helping her getting the wires onto the decorations and she is busy putting the decorations onto the tree....i didnt help her put the decorations on to the tree was becoz i dun wan to spoil her mood by placing the deco onto somewhere that she feel is not nice...if i were her i would oso hope to get it done all by myself i will feel angry if someone spoil my decorations...hope she will feel likewise....else i think she will be getting angry for not helping her out...haiz...so tired now....mayb tml i will add the pic of the christmas tree....hee...thats all for today....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Happy or not? / 5:06 PM

After the break up...i have been enjoying myself....at least for the last one mth...i have been to places that i didnt get the chance to go when with daryl...some of the places i have been to is pulau ubin,sungei buloh,macritchi tree top,changi boardwalk and many more....i saw airplane taking off...been to hilltop top been to mount faber....i think its too much for mi to say out how m any things i have done with him...and the feeling of how i feel...so enjoyable...all these enjoyable moments are not experienced when i with him.....think we are juz too plain lazy.... well...as for today....first half of the day was so bored...duno what to do...everyday come here surf net and surf net...surf until i dunno what to surf le....normally i will juz chat over msn...thanks to hui ling ming rui to help mi past my time easily...without chatting over the msn i dunno how smelly will i get....coz badly rotted....2nd half of the day was...we went to buy christmas decoration....jeslyn was so happy buying the stuffs...and she juz cant wait to get the chirstmas decoration done...i was helping her getting the wires onto the decorations and she is busy putting the decorations onto the tree....i didnt help her put the decorations on to the tree was becoz i dun wan to spoil her mood by placing the deco onto somewhere that she feel is not nice...if i were her i would oso hope to get it done all by myself i will feel angry if someone spoil my decorations...hope she will feel likewise....else i think she will be getting angry for not helping her out...haiz...so tired now....mayb tml i will add the pic of the christmas tree....hee...thats all for today....