happy in the morning and terrible in the later part... / 2:41 PM

this morning i woke up feeling pain on my head....guess headache le....as usual woke up at 7.00am and had my coffee....had curry puffs for breakfast and then bath and get myself prepared to go work....upon reaching the bus stop i saw my "dream" gal...lol...she was early going for her attachment today...how did i noe? it happen that there is dis bus turning in to the bus stop that we normally wait....the bus did not have any number initially then later the bus driver did something and the number 963 appeared...she happen to reach the bus stop when the 963 was there so she tot she would be able to board the bus...who noes the bus driver said....wait for the next bus...i was listening to the fm so didnt heard clearly what the bus driver said but i was looking at her direction...and she repeated the sentence to me....she later asked mi am i a student...and we started chatting...she is oso frm NP...so conincidental rite....then later in the bus i ask whats her name n she is called ying hui and she is studying life sciences.
After awhile i got to alight to change to 506 le....wonderful times are always so quickly....waiting for 506 is always taking so long....i always reach the bus stop at the same time but i will always reach office at a different time.....so today...becoz of the traffic i reach office 9.15....i seems that i m getting later and later in reaching office....sigh....how nice if i can have a car...dun even nid to wait...its always waiting for mi...lol....wait wait wait....all i have to do is always wait wait wait....
Yesterday i was reading ming rui's blog ...and he was reading mine...he told mi that i have to give paragraphing to my blog so that it wun be so tedious reading...which really make sense to me...and today i m improving on it ...hope its not so tedious any more.....
Today i got to leave office early becoz of NAPFA test....so sian....why must we go through it even though i noe i will fail? sigh...humans are always doin things they dun like...but still nid to do....argh!!!.....the worst thing is...my nose tap is open today....so irritating....eyes so hot....feel like sleeping...hopefully i will be able to declare myself fail without doin the NAPFA test...else its really hell for me....and becoz of the lousy nose i have...i going to gif myself excuses to take a cab to sch....haha....but i m so broke now....cannot imagine how m i goin to survive till my next pay....n save money up money for christmas presents......
Thats all for today..... =)

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

happy in the morning and terrible in the later part... / 2:41 PM

this morning i woke up feeling pain on my head....guess headache le....as usual woke up at 7.00am and had my coffee....had curry puffs for breakfast and then bath and get myself prepared to go work....upon reaching the bus stop i saw my "dream" gal...lol...she was early going for her attachment today...how did i noe? it happen that there is dis bus turning in to the bus stop that we normally wait....the bus did not have any number initially then later the bus driver did something and the number 963 appeared...she happen to reach the bus stop when the 963 was there so she tot she would be able to board the bus...who noes the bus driver said....wait for the next bus...i was listening to the fm so didnt heard clearly what the bus driver said but i was looking at her direction...and she repeated the sentence to me....she later asked mi am i a student...and we started chatting...she is oso frm NP...so conincidental rite....then later in the bus i ask whats her name n she is called ying hui and she is studying life sciences.
After awhile i got to alight to change to 506 le....wonderful times are always so quickly....waiting for 506 is always taking so long....i always reach the bus stop at the same time but i will always reach office at a different time.....so today...becoz of the traffic i reach office 9.15....i seems that i m getting later and later in reaching office....sigh....how nice if i can have a car...dun even nid to wait...its always waiting for mi...lol....wait wait wait....all i have to do is always wait wait wait....
Yesterday i was reading ming rui's blog ...and he was reading mine...he told mi that i have to give paragraphing to my blog so that it wun be so tedious reading...which really make sense to me...and today i m improving on it ...hope its not so tedious any more.....
Today i got to leave office early becoz of NAPFA test....so sian....why must we go through it even though i noe i will fail? sigh...humans are always doin things they dun like...but still nid to do....argh!!!.....the worst thing is...my nose tap is open today....so irritating....eyes so hot....feel like sleeping...hopefully i will be able to declare myself fail without doin the NAPFA test...else its really hell for me....and becoz of the lousy nose i have...i going to gif myself excuses to take a cab to sch....haha....but i m so broke now....cannot imagine how m i goin to survive till my next pay....n save money up money for christmas presents......
Thats all for today..... =)